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Azurah Jan (A.J),17
20 April 1992
Aries&Taurus
she loves her MUSIC
and CHOCOLATES!
LOVES LAUGHING AT ANYTHING! *woot*
I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty
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ramblings of a teenage girl
Azurah Jan (A.J),17
20 April 1992
Aries&Taurus
she loves her MUSIC
and CHOCOLATES!
LOVES LAUGHING AT ANYTHING! *woot*
Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a peice of paper; But it's Empty
Hehe..yeah *YAWNS* sorry..
Anyhow.. its half an hour b4 1am and im using the com gotta finish some psycho stuff =.= Just got my new internet today..gonna get a laptop soon...half way done wif one song from my band "Last revivalz" uhhh...looking forward for tomorrow outing wif my babes x3 and oh ya...need to make some shout outs ...hehe xP
To those who got quarantined due to h1n1 : ALL THE BEST,DONT LOOK SAD..CUZ WELL YOUR NOT ALONE..haha! ok lame =.=
To my school buds: STUDY HARD FOR PROMOS KAYS! LOL ...tho i need dat too=.=
To a friend of mine: Wanted to say dis to you in person but i kept forgetting...heh so decided to say here..so if you happen to come by den..good for ya =D Juz wanna say,im happy for you...from the 1st time we met till now..ive seen you've grown and your moving out of you comfort zone..which is good..you're making new friends and you even got yourself a girlfriend *kudos =D* so...yeah,in a way im proud of you * i sound like some granny here =.=* ANYHOW..all the best in you future rendezvous xD
OK gotta get back to my stuff now...cya round...
Hee! One things i definitely enjoy doing is JAMMING WITH MY BAND!! *loves it lotsa >.<* Had it a few days ago which still gives me energy whenever i think about it...The only thing i can rely on when im on the verge of dying of boredom.Yeah..and i love my BANDMATES x3 haha! They're fun,nice and great people all together...So THANKS FOR THE LAST JAMMING AND WE'RE DONE WITH 3 ORIGINALS SO FAR...xD *yay us!*
On the flipside...im procastinating the things which are supposed to be done! Life is full of excuses,loop holes,distractions,tempatitions and whats more..Sometimes i hate myself for not doing what is supposed to be done and even worse if your body is at its weakest and you have your remaining 1 week left before my promo exams...*what a drag really...sigh* So,i have to set priorities straight and my mind into it..ITS TIME FOR ACTION! So,ill take my leave for now..
Today was supposed to go for psychology class but woke up late,was juz about to leave the house..my stomach ache =.= *great* so end up,not going..
Slept again after the toilet,was feeling slight feverish so decided to rest abit.Suddenly got this msg from one of my group mates for the ideas in action proj.Today,a few of my members were supposed to go to Ngee Ann to get help in making our product prototype and guess wad..NON OF THEM CAN FUCKING GO...wow! wad great members they are...and end up I HAVE TO FUCKING GO WITH ONE PATHETIC MEMBER..I WAS FURIOUS,MAD,ABOUT TO EXPLODE TILL WORDS CANT DESCRIBE HOW I FEEL....I COULD LITERALLY JUST KILL THEM ALL YOU KNOW.
All this while only me and rui yun have been doing the dirt..so much for helping..YEAH THANKS ALOT YA!!! HEAR ME..THANKS SO MUCH HOW I WISH I COULD JUST GIVE YOU A PIECE OF MY MIND..YOU CAN JUST FUCKING DISAPPEAR FOR ALL I CARE..!! URGH!! talking about it just make me curse more =.=''
So enough about dat...had such a rough start for the day..LIKE FUCK! i hope things will tone down after this ...yeah PLEASE DO..as i was on my way home from ngee ann..i had alot of thoughts in my mind...Ideas in action,studies,piano,band,school,psychology..and everything dat comes in between.So as i was walking i notice something,a msg from god? i think..oO
This was wad i saw : a water bottle floating on the water in the drain,while the currents are flowing right at it.And no matter how much watter flow aginst the water bottle,it did not even drift away? But instead,it remains there as if fighting against the currents.
before i leave,ill leave this you a quote which i came up after witnessing the water bottle and the current.
" no matter how strong the currents are,
i will fight till all my flesh and bones are gone.
And the word "give up",
Aint in my dictionary."
I've got a peice of paper; But it's Empty
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Wednesday, June 24, 2009 ( 9:08 AM )
Hehe..yeah *YAWNS* sorry..Anyhow.. its half an hour b4 1am and im using the com gotta finish some psycho stuff =.= Just got my new internet today..gonna get a laptop soon...half way done wif one song from my band "Last revivalz" uhhh...looking forward for tomorrow outing wif my babes x3 and oh ya...need to make some shout outs ...hehe xP
To those who got quarantined due to h1n1 : ALL THE BEST,DONT LOOK SAD..CUZ WELL YOUR NOT ALONE..haha! ok lame =.=
To my school buds: STUDY HARD FOR PROMOS KAYS! LOL ...tho i need dat too=.=
To a friend of mine: Wanted to say dis to you in person but i kept forgetting...heh so decided to say here..so if you happen to come by den..good for ya =D Juz wanna say,im happy for you...from the 1st time we met till now..ive seen you've grown and your moving out of you comfort zone..which is good..you're making new friends and you even got yourself a girlfriend *kudos =D* so...yeah,in a way im proud of you * i sound like some granny here =.=* ANYHOW..all the best in you future rendezvous xD
OK gotta get back to my stuff now...cya round...
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Saturday, June 20, 2009 ( 4:17 AM )
Hee! One things i definitely enjoy doing is JAMMING WITH MY BAND!! *loves it lotsa >.<* Had it a few days ago which still gives me energy whenever i think about it...The only thing i can rely on when im on the verge of dying of boredom.Yeah..and i love my BANDMATES x3 haha! They're fun,nice and great people all together...So THANKS FOR THE LAST JAMMING AND WE'RE DONE WITH 3 ORIGINALS SO FAR...xD *yay us!*
On the flipside...im procastinating the things which are supposed to be done! Life is full of excuses,loop holes,distractions,tempatitions and whats more..Sometimes i hate myself for not doing what is supposed to be done and even worse if your body is at its weakest and you have your remaining 1 week left before my promo exams...*what a drag really...sigh* So,i have to set priorities straight and my mind into it..ITS TIME FOR ACTION! So,ill take my leave for now..Labels: HEAR ME ROAR
{/Againt all odds --
Tuesday, June 16, 2009 ( 2:33 AM )
Today was supposed to go for psychology class but woke up late,was juz about to leave the house..my stomach ache =.= *great* so end up,not going..
Slept again after the toilet,was feeling slight feverish so decided to rest abit.Suddenly got this msg from one of my group mates for the ideas in action proj.Today,a few of my members were supposed to go to Ngee Ann to get help in making our product prototype and guess wad..NON OF THEM CAN FUCKING GO...wow! wad great members they are...and end up I HAVE TO FUCKING GO WITH ONE PATHETIC MEMBER..I WAS FURIOUS,MAD,ABOUT TO EXPLODE TILL WORDS CANT DESCRIBE HOW I FEEL....I COULD LITERALLY JUST KILL THEM ALL YOU KNOW.
All this while only me and rui yun have been doing the dirt..so much for helping..YEAH THANKS ALOT YA!!! HEAR ME..THANKS SO MUCH HOW I WISH I COULD JUST GIVE YOU A PIECE OF MY MIND..YOU CAN JUST FUCKING DISAPPEAR FOR ALL I CARE..!! URGH!! talking about it just make me curse more =.=''
So enough about dat...had such a rough start for the day..LIKE FUCK! i hope things will tone down after this ...yeah PLEASE DO..as i was on my way home from ngee ann..i had alot of thoughts in my mind...Ideas in action,studies,piano,band,school,psychology..and everything dat comes in between.So as i was walking i notice something,a msg from god? i think..oO
This was wad i saw : a water bottle floating on the water in the drain,while the currents are flowing right at it.And no matter how much watter flow aginst the water bottle,it did not even drift away? But instead,it remains there as if fighting against the currents.
before i leave,ill leave this you a quote which i came up after witnessing the water bottle and the current.
" no matter how strong the currents are,
i will fight till all my flesh and bones are gone.
And the word "give up",
Aint in my dictionary."
Labels: FIGHTING
{/I only can WISH its the end --
Tuesday, June 9, 2009 ( 10:08 AM )
Sorry for the long pause.Didnt update much lately...been attending to some stuff.
Got some time to spare,so ill juz make full use of it.The holiday is in the air.Yeah,feels good doesnt it..but i dont feel it.
How i envy my past life,so full of myself...so wad u call dat..FREE...yeah thats it.Made a fool outta myself too..quite alot,haha..
As life goes,it doesnt show mercy to me at all.Tough eh..yeah..guess dats wad u call life.
Ahhh,i really want to write happy things but i seem to have misplaced those lil happy things somewhere.It was happy yesterday,though im smiling full of regrets..ok,not regrets juz frustrated at myself..heh...
Currently listening to Bella's lullaby from twilight theme,while rambling these random thoughts of mine.And im gonna play this very song im hearing,very soon...maybe like on the 25th july i spose..
Im happy...reallly but sometimes i just want it to end..Oh,not the happiness but rather the pain that follows behind it.
Ever heard of,"NO PAIN,NO GAIN" or "LIFE IS FULL OF CONSEQUENCES"..SO TRUE =)
Ill stop here...
as i stand still staring,as the still water flows.
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