Sorry for the long pause.Didnt update much lately...been attending to some stuff.

Got some time to spare,so ill juz make full use of it.The holiday is in the air.Yeah,feels good doesnt it..but i dont feel it.

How i envy my past life,so full of myself...so wad u call dat..FREE...yeah thats it.Made a fool outta myself too..quite alot,haha..

As life goes,it doesnt show mercy to me at all.Tough eh..yeah..guess dats wad u call life.

Ahhh,i really want to write happy things but i seem to have misplaced those lil happy things somewhere.It was happy yesterday,though im smiling full of regrets..ok,not regrets juz frustrated at myself..heh...

Currently listening to Bella's lullaby from twilight theme,while rambling these random thoughts of mine.And im gonna play this very song im hearing,very soon...maybe like on the 25th july i spose..

Im happy...reallly but sometimes i just want it to end..Oh,not the happiness but rather the pain that follows behind it.

Ever heard of,"NO PAIN,NO GAIN" or "LIFE IS FULL OF CONSEQUENCES"..SO TRUE =)

Ill stop here...

as i stand still staring,as the still water flows.

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